Lynnea

Dear Lynnea,
i miss you. i have so many memories of us, more of you an me together than of any other friend i have. The late nights, the long conversations, the crazy things we did, the fun we had. We were best friends. i miss you. We've grown apart, our lives are so different now... i think of you often tho. i know you're doing great, you've got so many wonderful things happening in your life now. i wish i could be a bigger part of your life, share in your joy. But i can't, and it's mostly my fault... I'm the one who left, I'm the one who cut off contact. I'm so sorry. i wish i could pick you up and we could just drive for hours, talking like we used to. Every time i see you i wish i could go back, fix what went wrong, have one more day with you. But it's too late... We're too different now. We've both grown, and maybe if we'd grown along side each other we'd still be friends, but we didn't. It was only a year that we lost, but it was enough time to forever separate us. i miss you, girl. But i wish you the best, i know you'll go far and do amazing things! You have the power to change your life, you're strong enough. You know that. Go live your dreams. i wish you bliss. Love you girl.
Forever,
Rachel