"If you could change 5 things about yourself, what would they be?"
1. Be more punctual. i'm either way early or late. i'd like to start ariving at places when i'm supossed to, and not 15 minutes either side of it. i don't like being early cause i get bored or i feel like i'm bothering people. And i dont like being late cause i dont' like people to watch me come in.
2. Try new things. i'm a chicken. i like trying new things, but never, ever in front of people. Even my best friends. If i'm gonna try something i've never done before i want to go to like the dessert alone or something. i dont want any chance of anyone watching me. There are a lot of things i want to try, like the other night my friends and i were at someone's house and they were playing Band Hero. i've never played a band game, i really wanted to try, and i know they would have been cool about it and showed me. But i couldnt do it. i'd also like to take a pottery class, but of course a class has more than one student.
3. Speak up. i need to speak up more. i'm scared of saying my opinion, cause i'm scared someone will think its wrong, or stupid or something. Basicly i need to have more confidenc in myself, but thats a whole other post lol
4. Stand up for myself. i'll take whatever you throw at me. i'll either stand there or, very rarely, walk away. Now if someone tries to hurt a friend? Watch out! i'll go to bat for pretty much everyone except myself. i don't pay much attention to what people call me, or say about me, but i know i need to stand up for myself more.
5. Cook for myself. i know this prolly sounds weird. But i don't think "its worth the trouble to cook for one person." However, i'll cook a complex meal for a friend and not think anything of it. So really its just that i don't think i'm worth the trouble. i think this is like a self-image thing. Oh well.
What 5 things would you change in yourself and/or life?
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